Can't Explain It All.

Have you ever had someone who has been there for you through thick and thin? Have you ever thought you’d be alone, but then somehow someone pops into your life and proves you wrong? Is there someone you have to take care of you? Well, I do. Two kids actually. Michael and Alex. My two best friends, for different reasons, but similar as well.

Michael and Alex are my best friends because of multiple reasons, but one reason is that whenever I’m feeling sad or alone, somehow they remind me I’m not. Though I have never met either of them, somehow they know something is wrong over a text or a msn conversation. Even though they have their own problems to worry about, they instantly drop it and help me with mine. And they don’t have too, but they do. And I’m happy they do, though I do feel bad at times. But I’m grateful that they care about me, as much as I care about them.

Despite all the tears and hurt we’ve caused each other, they have remained by my side. They showed me that no matter what, they’ll be there for me. They aren’t leaving my side anytime soon. They care about me, whether I like it or not. And I’m thankful, because it makes me happy, to know I have two great best friends. They show me their caring side, and I’m glad they do. But they also show me their real self, and I show them my real self, and even though I can get real bitchy, they still want to remain by my side, and it puts a smile on my face to know they will stick around.

I know that whenever I feel like shedding a tear or just need someone to listen, they are both there, despite the time zone differences, Texas and New Jersey. Though it sucks that I can’t call them or hear their voice when I need someone the most, it’s nice to know that I can log online and boom, there they both are. Though I’ve never met these two, I can tell them everything. Michael’s been there for me for 2 and a half years. He knows me so much more than any of my other friends, because they saw me, but didn’t see me. But he sees me. He always has. And Alex, though I just befriended him over the summer of 2009, somehow I trusted him instantly. He just has the aurora that feeds off kindness and his nature and personality drew me in to get to know him more. And in less than 4 months, he already knows me more than kids I know in person for years.

I love these two kids, though technically they are both older than me. I trust them with everything I have, and I wouldn’t change either of them in any type of way. They are my best friends, and I couldn’t bear not having them in my life. Michael and Alex, my best friends, forever and always., whether they like it or not. :D