Living Life.

You always say life is so hard... And I didn't believe you. I just wanted to prove to you that I could make life easy, that I could do it on my own. I didn't want you to know that you were right, like every other single time. I wanted to prove that I could do this on my own, that I was strong without you. That I'd make life how I wanted to make it. Little did I know... that damn, you were right...
My name is Mica. I am but 15 years old. I'm slowly learning life isn't exactly going to go the way you planned. I'm slowly learning that life is hard, but just to continue living, it's the only way you can make life not so hard... Just to learn and live. It's okay to get hurt, it's okay to grow. It's okay to move on, to cry, to be afraid, to be scared, to love. It's okay just to be yourself. Those who hurt you, they'll learn later on how much they hurt you...
I know I'm just a teen, and I don't know what is in store with life, but I'm willing to learn, willing to see what is in store for me. I know along the way, I'll get broken, I'll get crushed, I'll get hurt, I'll get tortmented. But I'm willing to be broken, crushed, hurt and tormented, as long as in the end, it's worth it. God has so many plans in store for us. And along the way, he teaches you life lessons.
For instance when my cousin hung himself, God taught me it's okay to cry. It's okay to feel weak everyonce in a while. We all can't be strong. But it always taught me to be strong, because I am.
And when God took my uncle Frankie it also taught me not to take life for granted. Because you only live life once. And during that time, you shouldn't regret shit. Just live life. It's all you can do. Don't feel bad for stuf you say. Because in reality, it'll be forgotten soon. And even if it isn't, it shows you have a backbone. And I believe that God has something wonderful set for every single one of us. And even if we don't follow his path, that's okay. Just continue to live life. It's all we can really do. Don't take a life, don't take your own life. Just continue to live.

I know I'm repeating things a lot, because I'm just really rambling. I need to get the feel of blogging before I actually start talking for real real o_O;

God has made me my own person. He made me Mica. And my life has helped shaped me as a person. It showed me right from wrong. Good from bad. Love from hurt. I'm just merely only 15 years old, but I'm pretty wise, if you really think about it. And I'm always constantly thinking of things, and that's what this blog is for. To voice my opinions and feelings. And that's all I really want to do. I know no one will probably read this, but it's fine. I'll just read these from time to time and post new blogs, and see how I am feeling that time o_O; I hope life gets easier for me, and for you, if you are reading this. Because a hard life is never good. But remember things are never as they seem... Because if they were, life would be so simple and boring. And with everything that happens, it makes life so exciting. Including the oh so hated drama. Makes like so much more exciting doesn't it? Well, "I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep because everything is never as it seems..." (Fireflies, OwlCity).

Life is life. You have the power to change it. To make it the way you wish to live.